of lighthouses & dock lights
by Sarah Wallis
after The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald in the Centenary Year
As if having the dock light at all
didn’t speak of greenbacks, and hope,
peace, no, not peace –
and he was diminished by hope, for it gave
him no peace, he stared at that green light
in the dark so long...
and once he thought he had her, his Daisy,
the green light lost its great emblem
of meaning – that had once meant everything
to him – in his former hopes, his dreams,
of course, lived
the beginning of his end.
A lighthouse is denoted by colour
and seconds count of flashes, known as
the Characteristic, it is how sailors tell
which one guides them now, sees them safe
through the dark and onto
the next one, and so on, until morning
or harbour retrieve them. Fewer lighthouses
flash green, because the colour speaks
to safe water, there is less need, more hope.
But there was to be no safe harbour for Gatsby
that lived so long on his hopes, he had only
an electric green glare, a steady, radial
warning, as if the dock light were
a glowing timepiece, throwing out a dare, well,
he had dared, eventually, old sport, he had,
and lost more than his countless beautiful shirts.
Sarah Wallis lives by the sea not far from Edinburgh and has a chapbook out with Boats Against the Current, Poet Seabird Island. Publications this year include Frazzled Lit, The Interpreter’s House, Paperboats and Punk Dust, who will publish her Modern Sonnets After the Circus. In exciting news she has been granted a UNESCO Fellowship and a writing residency at Skara Library in Sweden to deliver workshops and work on her next collection.