generic american household
by Liz Pino Sparks
By the time I had given birth to
our third child, we had two dogs,
two cats, a dead dog, two houses,
three apartments, one really good
stock pot, a french press, a few
sharp knives, many cars of many
kinds, a poltergeist in the attic, tied
up with string, a drunken mother-
in-law, not tied up with string, a
door at the top of the stairs,
that kept smoke downstairs and
ghosts upstairs, a scent – dahlias,
they said – like all generic, American
households, like our marriage, like
our vows, like our car stereo, before
the neighborhood boys ripped it out,
along with the center console of our
beat up Ford Taurus. By the time
I had lost our fourth child, we had
two more cats, an automatic
coffee maker with a timer, a garden
with mint that took over the yard,
spilling over the perimeter walls, a
neighbor who shared his weed on the
wind on Saturday nights, another
neighbor who took in young boys with
nowhere to go, in a world that would
otherwise waste them, a broken foot
from falling down on falling down
stairs – jagged, you said – like all
crumbling, American Victorians, like
our plans for our future, like our skin
before the smile lines stayed, well
after the smiles themselves had faded.
Liz Pino Sparks is a parent of five, a teacher, a legal scholar, a singer-songwriter under the name Liz Capra, and a multi-genre writer. They hold a law degree from Case Western Reserve University School of Law and an MFA in Fiction from San Diego State University. Their poems have been featured in Hayden's Ferry Review and Boats Against the Current Magazine. Their recent chapbook, Generic American Household, is now available as part of the boats against the current inaugural chapbook series.