easter 2020
by John Tessitore
The hands of the buried have dug to light.
Over night, flattened fingers pierced the leaves
that cleave to the loaming after the thaw,
clawed the soft ground at the margins
of the open yard, and spread to the heavens.
Soon they will be hidden in the bramble
of wild raspberry that chokes the edge
of this wood, in the glade where the oaks
stood tall, on this side of the mended wall
that once marked the limit of my knowledge.
No deeper had I ever wandered
into the wild than this outline of an old
estate, or a farm gone to seed, overrun.
A quiet garden must have grown here
with bulbs along a hedge, maybe a walk
for girls with baskets, boys in short pants.
It’s still too soon for jocund company,
no blooms to twinkle across the gray sea,
although the forsythia is powdered today
with yellow, like the shavings of a pencil.
Maybe the season prepares to write
its way back to routine and tell the tale
of our returning. I may not be ready
to reckon again with time, if what I seek
is a pause in the cascade of days,
a frozen moment, since the ones we love
may not live a long tomorrow.
Narcissus always rises to remember
this sorrow, and weeps as the season resumes,
as the vines creep to claim dead flowers.
John Tessitore has been a newspaper reporter, a magazine writer, and a biographer. He has taught British and American history and literature at colleges around Boston and has directed national policy studies on education, civil justice, and cultural policy. He serves as Co-Editor Across the Pond for The Wee Sparrow Poetry Press. His poems have appeared in The American Journal of Poetry, The Wallace Stevens Journal, The Ekphrastic Review, Boats Against the Current, and Wild Roof and elsewhere. He has also published six eight chapbooks and a novella available at www.johntessitore.com.